10th feb 2010... 4 months = i'm still suffering in silence... how abt 'u'??
*sigh~
hmm... right now, i'm listening 2 my mp3 + writing this new post... i kp on repeating the same song~ 'poison' by takashi sorimachi... (owh~ sy syg minat die sgt2, sejak zman skolah dulu2) hencem n besh nye die dlm cte 'gto'... n movie 'full time killer'... beach boy, bla2~ but then, i nver try to search for the meaning of the song, the lyric... from the english translated lyric... for me, this song has a deep meaning... n it might bring different meaning to different people... :) i like it~
(nak tgok lyric in english??? klik kat picture encik takashi...) nak tgok die nyanyi live??? sini ek~ n cni....
* don't frown... u never know who is falling in love with ur smile...
* don't cry over anyone who won't cry over u.. * what do u do when the only person who can make u stop crying is the person who made u cry?
* the hardest thing to do is to watch the one u love, love somebody else~
* When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. * What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose
* the hardest part of holding on is letting go.
* “one night the moon asked me, ‘if he makes you cry, why don’t you leave?’… i looked at the moon and said, ‘would you ever leave your sky?’'
* Please don’t wake me, Im dreaming that you love me, Don’t be cruel you already shattered my heart, don’t shatter my dreams
(pic yg xde kaitan langsung...sje ltak...sbab ak ske kakashi...hehehe)
sejak mak n abah anta encik nouvo S, kat ak... mmg ak xcdap duduk... asyik memikir betape ak wisau nk bwak die... hmm...mmg ak xyakin... sbab nye, ak wase die sgt ringan berbanding scoot yg dulu... pastu die cam x gaye scoot... cam nak merempit jek~ uhuuuu....
then td, ak ajak mo0n meronda uia jap...lebey kurg kul 11 pm td... nak test power encik nouvo tu la konon nye... ak suwoh mo0n tnggu kat dpan opis mryam... k0non2, bia laa ak ngn macho nye, g ambik encik nouvo sorg2 kat tmpat parking hstel 2...hmm... berdebar2 jgak~ (maap laa, sy mmg xbiase ngn muto2 ni)
'hmm??? nape xbley undur ni??? ' byak kali gak ak cbe..ak pon berpk... 'apehal ni??? hmm...???'
tbe2... ad sorg minah dtg menghampiri ak ngn sopan nye.. 'awak, kunci kat tayr dpan, awk xbkak lg...'
'hah?? sowi2... lupe' ...ak kate kat die...
die senyum jek... then ak seda, nape plak ak kate sowi??? hahahaha~ dah laa lpe bkak knci, ckp merepek2 plak...2x malu dh ni....
dh arr ptg td, ak knpius, cam ne nak ttup lampu encik nouvo 2... asyik nyala jek... (scoot ak yg dulu ad tempat nak on/off lampu) ak pn terpk nk tnye sorg mmbe ak, tp xjd...so... ak cl abg ak... ak tnye die... 'bwa, cam ne nak off lampu die?? ' abg ak gelak jek...die kate mmg muto skunk, autmtik lampu gtu... hehehehe... mane laa sy taw~ pastu abg ak g lapor kan kat mak ak abt hal tu... mak ak cll.. 'aya, meh mak anta muto ex5 buwok abh kat awk, kalu nak sgt muto yg bley on/off lampu, muto skunk bkn cam dulu...ish3...' mak kate betape die xyakin ngn ak ni... ak gelak2 jek laa... hehehe... glak kelat~
h0ho...ak pon xtaw laa ak ni nape... mkin lame mkin merepek.. ak ad terhantuk mane2 ke??? smpai jd gni??? hoh0... ak pon ter pk... innocent or dungu??? hmm~
td sgt2 busan... ak pon pinjam hard disk mmbe ak... (tq shimuk) ak terjmpe cte ni... 'a moment to remember' adui2~ besh nye, sweet sgt2~
hmm... is there any possibility for me to find a guy like him??? -sweet... loyal... n most of all, he is TALL!!! (^_^) owh....berangan je laa cik aya oit~
Just now, I woke up from my sleep. (p/s: tlg laa jgn tdo ptg ye kwn2, xelok..)
I stared at my phone. For a moment, ‘my heart cried’. A really deep cried. "It was just a dream." sigh~ hmm..
I dreamed of someone... a person that used to be someone special in my life... but plez, don't get me wrong.. 'bukan bf, bt someone special' nway... ~ In that dream... I saw myself sleeping .. (it was like a double dream----dream in a dream) and all of sudden, my phone gave a tinkle.
‘1 new msg’ . Then, I rd the text. It was from him... dup...dup...dup I woke up, and quickly ‘hunt’ for my phone... dream or reality??? he texts me???
never take someone for granted... hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones...
it's funny how someone can break ur heart and u still l0ve them with all the little pieces .........