serangan monyet~

td ak ngn mmbe2 g mkn kat cf (cafe)...
tnggal je laa blik cam biase..
but terkejot gile, bile lik dr cf, nampak ad monyet ngah kunyah2 ngn bahgie nye pen ak...
tidak!!!! die duk bersidai kat birai tngkap...
then nampak roti berterabur kat tngkap... ak trus g lari kat die , jerit2 halau...
(padahal ak tkot monyet, td jd berani plak, hahaha)
sial jek encik monyet 2...ak mrah die, die mrh ak lik... die wat mke xpuas ati...
cis3~
tp xbley nak slh kan gak...name pon binatang... huuuu~
bile die bla, ak trus msuk blik.. check sume mende...
trerabur gile meje ak... cuak gak.. tkot die ambik hp ak or wosakkan laptop...
xpon ambik paper2 asg ak... ish3~
bahye2... sib bek sume ad...
tp geli dowh...~ die gigit2 pen2 ak...
yukszzz!! tp bgus gak arr die pilih pen, dr die kunyah hp ak...
hp ak ad 2 bjik sebelah file 2... alhamdulillah die x wosak kan...
gadget2 len pon ok...
(mp3 yg ngah dicas ...brdband yg still on9, n lptop)

ni la dak jht ni~

then mmbe ak, dak blik atas dtg...
katenye hp die hilang... die cbe cl ngn no mmbe len, tp xdpt... kitorg agak2, mungkin monyet ambik...
kitorg g check kat blakang hstel...mmg ad!!!
dah pecah truk gile... leleh2 air mate mmbe ak...
sume cam senyap jek...
then ak kate...
'nak jek ak tampo monyet ni, tp kang die kejo kito plop'
(versi kelantan, sbab kecek ngn mmbe kelantan)
hahahahhaah~
redha je laa kami ngn kamu wahai encik monyet...

td, die ciap dtg smule kat tngkap ak, intai2 nak msuk lg!!! cis!!!!
mmg xtkot org btol...
mmbe ak kate, b4 kitorg lik, die sempat tgok monyet 2, bhgie kunyah2 roti ngn comey nye kat blik ak...
ish3~

kesepahan meje ku...



antara pen yg die gigit...

p/s: agak2 bilik ak slamat x dr kuman n kutu2 monyet???? eeee~ yuksss!!!

.... through me

im trying to pick up all the pieces of my broken heart...
trying so hard to glue them back together with 'UHU' or gam gajah...
so that they will stay as 1 again~

(-_-") sadness n pain..hmm

sekasar kertas pasir

rudeness...
that's d word... owh gosh~~~
seriously... im 100% confius...
how can there r people ...
yg selambe badak nak rude wth those people yg diorg bru knal???
tlg laa korg...tlg laa... ak pon kasar n ckp kasar...
but ak reti gak nak agak2 words ak...
dn't let others gve bad impression kat u, kalu u bru knal some1...
cam kate shimuk... 'kecek kasar lg~'
hmm..bg ak, kalu mmbe2 rapat nak ckp kasar, ak mmg xkisah laa...
ni ntah dtg dr mane, berhamburan plak ayat2 yg xpatot...
ad certain 2, ksar berlebihan... ad 2 plak, ayat xsenonoh...
kasar ke, lucah ke...both dlm kategori rude!!!!
perlu ke ak nyatakan kat korg... 'u r over d limit'..perlu ke???
pndai la agak sendri...
ish3...n honestly...~
ak xberminat nak kwn or trus kwn ngn org cam ni...

'a big full-stop from me'

-level mrah n x puas ati ak mmg lebey limit kesabaran dah ni, so sowi pd sume kalu kate2 ak ad yg xptot, or ad yg terase ati.. ok?? silap arr cri pasal time2 ak ngah tension sgt2 ni...nak ckp ak PMS ke, emo ke, etc... n now...ak dah xkisah~

.....hmm... 'tekanan' itu meningkat~

stress!!!!

sgt2 tekanan skunk...
byak btol keje (asg) nak kene wat...
cmpem laa, wkend ni xbley lik...
cncel laa sume janji yg dah wat ngn adik ak...
n xdpt laa ak ikut fmily ak lik quantan... (lame gile xmenapak kat sne... years~)
hmm...

presentation tuk dr isa... summary bro yusoff... (i hate summary!!!!)
pe lg??
LE 4000, nak kne submit draft...lots of drafts 2 g0... aishhh~
LM pon nak kne anta next wk... dah arr xstrt search lg!!! gosh!!!
hadith2 ngn d final surah xhafal lg tuk halaqah... (tp xpe, skit je lg)
hmm...
i need some air... plez~~~~
tension2 ni, lg bertambah tension bile mp3 ak asyik pusing lagu2 yg same...
by s.0.a.d... owh... tlg arr~ inikah yg dipanggil shuffle???
ak mmg ske lagu2 s.0.a.d, tp time wat2 keje ni ak lg prefer lgu 'slow'...
("-_-)

tp td ak ad gak tersenyum kjap...
time adik ak tbe2 msg ak...
'ya, skng an kalu ada pakai cmin mate, rase kabur, bt if i didn wear it, more clear.y hah?'

ak replied...
'revolusi teori darwin, monyet bertuka ikot perubahan sekeliling, then jadi manusia'

adik ak replied...
'ya bangang....'

hahahah~
ak tpon die... gelak2 besa...
die kate die bkn monyet...
ak kate arr, yg ak xkate die monyet, but nak kate die mengalami perubahan...
tp die kate die taw, ak nak kte die monyet...
hik3... ok gak 2...
ambik laa~
katenye nak ngadu kat abah ak...
haahahah~
'wa xkisah bai!!! g arr ngadu...' (^_^)

ptg td, ak ad tpon abah gak...
ngadu keje byak... asg berlambak2...
abah kate...
'asg je kn??? xde kne masak nc kn???'
ak kate... msk nc senang la!!! huuuu....~
aishhh~ abah ni!!!!!

xpe laa... ak akan berusha!!! berusaha aya!!!!
(membayang kan itake kakashi ckp gtu kat ak)
nyum3~

owh~~~~
lpe plak... sok nak kne kua bli brg2 tuk wat sndwich... (-_-")sigh~
pdn mke ko aya, wajin sgt nak tawar diri tuk wat sndwich 4 that clbration...
'tahniah2~'
tahniah sbab 'terlebey rajin' tuk mende2 xpenting....

...... (-_-)~

ade tak org yg sudi terime Suraya...?
pemarah nye die...
sensitif nye die...
'kuntum' nye hati die...

ade tak sape-sape yg sudi terime Suraya...?
tiap kali die ketawe xingat dunie...
bile aje die merepek-repek ngn 'senatron' rekaan nye...
membebel-bebel tentang betape truk hari yg dilalui nye...
meluat nye die tgok org sekeliling nye...
semangat bercerite tentang idea2 baru nye...

ade tak yg insan yg sudi terime Suraya...?
bile die asyik emo sepjg mase, sepjg bulan...
tunjuk gejala-gejala PMS yg berlebihan...
kacau org ngn msg2 tiap kali busan...

ade tak seseorg yg sudi terime Suraya...?
tegur slah silap nye...
selalu menyokong nye...
sentiase 'ade' tuk nye...


SERIOUSLY~
ade tak??
hmm...
xde kn?? F.I.N.E !!

.....hapi bufday si kechil~

hapi bufday.... airol nadiff bin azrol...
19.02
bru 2 thun~
semoge adiff hapi sokmo!!!

ak cl abah, nak wish die...
'hapi bufday nadif!!!'
tp die xlyn pon, sbab die xphm...
hahahahahah~
(^_^)

wanita ibarat 'epal'

wanita ibarat buah EPAL...
pnah denga x cte ni???

pd satu pohon epal...
Epal yg kurang berkualiti amat mudah dperolehi krn ia berguguran dtanah...
tp Epal yg tidak mampu dmiliki berada dpuncak...
susah dpetik susah digapai...
kadang-kadang epal yg d puncak itu risau...
tiap kali ad pengembara2 (pemuda2) memetik epal2 d bwah...

'knp laa diriku belum dpetik lagi?'

lantas ia merendahkan martabatnye dan menggugurkan diri menyentuh tanah...
sedangkan ia sebenarnye telah dijadikan oleh ALLAH begitu tinggi martabatnye..
sehingga tiade siape yg berani memetiknye...
hanye pengembara (pemuda) yg benar-benar hebat (beriman) sahaja yg mampu...
mungkin bukan di dunia tp di akhirat...
biarlah jodoh bukan di dunia asalkan cinta Illahi kekal mengiringi..

jd pd wanita... tinggikan martabat mu...
jd laa epal yg kekal segar d puncak...
dan pd 'pengembara'...~
ckup kan diri mu dgn persiapan yg sepatut nye jika mahu 'epal' yg d puncak...
(^_^)

....bebelan kamtuk lagi

adakah ak tidak normal???
bile mane adik ak, lebey maju jaya, berborak psl lelaki ngn mak...
tp ak xpernah pon..
hmm???

mak plak nmpak nye agak open berbincang ngn adik ak.. but, nape ak xcmtu???
bukan nak persoal ape2 pon, tp ak ke yg xnormal???
td ak tunjuk geram n xpuas ati sbab mak berborak ngn adik ak abt lelaki...
bile ak dtg xmo cte smule plak, mereka mls nak ulang cte... ("-_-)

umur ak dah 2*(dirahsiekan,hahahaa)... tp adik ak plak bru 19... hooo0oo0ooo~

hapi bufday kamu~

hapi bufday munirah harun~
anak dato' harun...

sy cadang kan kamu blnje kite sume secret rcpe~
berkat2... mmg berkat!!!
hik3

110210... semoge pjg umur, hdup dberkati Allah selalu...
amin3... ~

.. 4 months

10th feb 2010...
4 months = i'm still suffering in silence...
how abt 'u'??

*sigh~

hmm... right now, i'm listening 2 my mp3 + writing this new post...
i kp on repeating the same song~
'poison' by takashi sorimachi...
(owh~ sy syg minat die sgt2, sejak zman skolah dulu2)
hencem n besh nye die dlm cte 'gto'... n movie 'full time killer'... beach boy, bla2~
but then, i nver try to search for the meaning of the song, the lyric...
from the english translated lyric...
for me, this song has a deep meaning...
n it might bring different meaning to different people...
:) i like it~


(nak tgok lyric in english??? klik kat picture encik takashi...)
nak tgok die nyanyi live??? sini ek~
n cni....

p/s: tambah skit semangat nak hdup... heheheh

sesi 'hati kuntum'~ (sad-luv quotes)

* don't frown... u never know who is falling in love with ur smile...

* don't cry over anyone who won't cry over u..


* what do u do when the only person who can make u stop crying is the person who made u cry?


* the hardest thing to do is to watch the one u love, love somebody else~

* When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness;
instead keep your head up high
and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal.

* What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose


* the hardest part of holding on is letting go.

* “one night the moon asked me, ‘if he makes you cry, why don’t you leave?’…
i looked at the moon and said, ‘would you ever leave your sky?’'

* Please don’t wake me, Im dreaming that you love me,
Don’t be cruel you already shattered my heart, don’t shatter my dreams

innocent or dungu???

(pic yg xde kaitan langsung...sje ltak...sbab ak ske kakashi...hehehe)

sejak mak n abah anta encik nouvo S, kat ak...
mmg ak xcdap duduk...
asyik memikir betape ak wisau nk bwak die...
hmm...mmg ak xyakin...
sbab nye, ak wase die sgt ringan berbanding scoot yg dulu...
pastu die cam x gaye scoot... cam nak merempit jek~
uhuuuu....

then td, ak ajak mo0n meronda uia jap...lebey kurg kul 11 pm td...
nak test power encik nouvo tu la konon nye...
ak suwoh mo0n tnggu kat dpan opis mryam...
k0non2, bia laa ak ngn macho nye, g ambik encik nouvo sorg2
kat tmpat parking hstel 2...hmm...
berdebar2 jgak~
(maap laa, sy mmg xbiase ngn muto2 ni)

then.. encik nouv0 dah hdup...
ngn bgus...
ak bce 'bismillah~'
hehehehe...

'okie2, undur laa cik aya' -ckp dlm ati...

'hmm??? nape xbley undur ni??? '
byak kali gak ak cbe..ak pon berpk...
'apehal ni??? hmm...???'

tbe2...
ad sorg minah dtg menghampiri ak ngn sopan nye..
'awak, kunci kat tayr dpan, awk xbkak lg...'

'hah?? sowi2... lupe' ...ak kate kat die...

die senyum jek... then ak seda, nape plak ak kate sowi???
hahahaha~
dah laa lpe bkak knci, ckp merepek2 plak...2x malu dh ni....

dh arr ptg td, ak knpius, cam ne nak ttup lampu encik nouvo 2...
asyik nyala jek...
(scoot ak yg dulu ad tempat nak on/off lampu)
ak pn terpk nk tnye sorg mmbe ak, tp xjd...so... ak cl abg ak...
ak tnye die...
'bwa, cam ne nak off lampu die?? '
abg ak gelak jek...die kate mmg muto skunk, autmtik lampu gtu...
hehehehe... mane laa sy taw~
pastu abg ak g lapor kan kat mak ak abt hal tu...
mak ak cll..
'aya, meh mak anta muto ex5 buwok abh kat awk, kalu nak sgt muto yg bley on/off lampu, muto skunk bkn cam dulu...ish3...'
mak kate betape die xyakin ngn ak ni...
ak gelak2 jek laa... hehehe... glak kelat~

h0ho...ak pon xtaw laa ak ni nape...
mkin lame mkin merepek.. ak ad terhantuk mane2 ke??? smpai jd gni???
hoh0... ak pon ter pk...
innocent or dungu???
hmm~

" i'm ur memory, i'm ur heart.... "

td sgt2 busan... ak pon pinjam hard disk mmbe ak... (tq shimuk)
ak terjmpe cte ni...
'a moment to remember'
adui2~ besh nye, sweet sgt2~

hmm...
is there any possibility for me to find a guy like him???
-sweet... loyal... n most of all, he is TALL!!!
(^_^)
owh....berangan je laa cik aya oit~

..it was just a dream

Just now, I woke up from my sleep.
(p/s: tlg laa jgn tdo ptg ye kwn2, xelok..)

I stared at my phone. For a moment, ‘my heart cried’.
A really deep cried.
"It was just a dream." sigh~
hmm..

I dreamed of someone... a person that used to be someone special in my life...
but plez, don't get me wrong..
'bukan bf, bt someone special'
nway... ~
In that dream...
I saw myself sleeping ..
(it was like a double dream----dream in a dream) and all of sudden, my phone gave a tinkle.

‘1 new msg’ .
Then, I rd the text. It was from him...
dup...dup...dup
I woke up, and quickly ‘hunt’ for my phone... dream or reality???
he texts me???

Nothing...~
(xde new txt)

Aya... take it laa~ it was just a dream... (-_-)

.... k.a.m.t.u.k

p/s: ok dop?? pic zmn mude + ayat 'kecewe'...

"spirit of love" ~

especially for shimuk.. hehe... tuk linkok wink....
azzy... pqa... aqma... mo0n... jema.... tek~
(ckp time ksh kat ak coz promote blog korg...)

"mau kenali mereka??? sile ke link berkenaan"
muahahahahaha
(^_^)

shimuk...
really hope that our 'aim' (aim sepjg sem)... akan tercapai....
gosh~
hahahahahaha...
cmpem... akhir sem ni...same jgak kot~~~




p/s: shimuk...
bile mau try bju pengantin??? xkan dh xbrani kot??? hehhehehehe